Of fate, love and 'choice!'

Plagued by the fear of 'seclusion!'
Smitten by the hallucinations of 'fame'
Obsessed by the might of 'dignity'
Haunted by the nightmares of 'approval'
Wounded by the mockery of 'love'

Stung by the poisoned past of mankind,
A soul born (with hatred.)
Slowly...

Grown up like a drone,
In the shadows of the righteous,
In the midst of humanity,
In the form a paradigm!

Identical and Indistinguishable!
An equivalent product of the system(in equilibrium!)
A Replica! A Clone!

And Now -

Possessed and controlled -
By the restricted vision of ignorance.
When, Existence was 'chosen' to be absolute!

The human will to hate with voracity -
Portrayed!

The purpose of the human mind exposed –
To revile!

The unambiguous will of man -
To kill!

There was a time.....
To break open the chains of the flow!
To Escape -
And, witness the fall of conviction!

But,
Suppressed by the fear and terror of the festering parasite,
The motion of the thoughts, now ceased!
The 'choice' now - the truth!

That's what the society chose, YOU to be!
Thats what YOU chose to be!
The option was always there!
The choice was always there to be chosen!
But..

You chose to 'love'
You chose to 'hate'
You chose to 'believe'
You chose to 'trust'
You chose to 'confide'
You chose to 'feel'
You chose to 'respect'
You chose to 'admire'
You chose to 'FOLLOW'
You chose to be 'alike'
You chose to 'live'
You chose to be 'WEAK' ...

Because in the, end!
That's what you fucking chose!
Because that is where the equilibrium was maintained!

But still you mourn -
As if you were scourged by fate!

Yet you cry!
In the ignorance of the descendant of lies?

Still you blame!
The mighty deity?

Covet for solace!
In the arms of belief!

Still...
The if's, the bias, the Why?
The WONDERING!

But weren't you the one, who chose to fall?
Who chose to 'lose,'
Who chose to be 'defeated,'
Who chose, to be pulled down randomly, at CHANCE!

Part -2

PART – 2

All Hope is lost?

False Pretenses,

Decadent Existences,

Imbecilic individualism,

Plagued with belligerence,

Self – righteous demon?

The sense of judgment betrays you now!

The sense of the right and the wrong?

The sense of love and hate?

The sense of the selfish and unselfish?

The sense of 'we' and “I'?

All hope Is lost?

Slide the hands of fate,

Destiny is what you create!

Just a way to satiate,

The perception of sinlessness!

The stars never lie,

nor they ever tell the truth!

Maybe death,

is also just a state of the 'mind?'

The way of the stereotypes!

The cage of compassion!

Bounds as a slave!

Its Time,

To witness the spiral,

To feel what cannot be seen,

To embrace the concealed.

The patriot, the martyr, the saint!

The fool, the deceiver?

More believers, more casulaties!

Its time to sever the knots,

the knots of lies!

Delusions flow like venom,

to clot the blood of deception!

Its time to let the crown go!

The grudging crown.

Twirling around this familiar fable,

its time to let everything go!

To discover this holy gift,

and celebrate this anomaly of an existence.

Remember, we are eternal,

All this pain is an illusion.

The 'body's' the only thing,

that reminds of mortality!

Part - 1

Weak And Pathetic.

Born!
Pure, innocent, shameless
and ignorant!
Weak and pathetic you could
not even rise!

Caressed and tickled by the festering parasite,
You were satisfied,
Because they never told you,
to whom they lied!

Treated like one of their own,
Cared and adored,
Benevolently Instructed,
To walk, to eat, to talk, to learn, to feel
to play, to pray, to believe, to care, to love!
But “to think”?
Again you were satisfied as they,
never told you who's soul they atrophied!


What once born angelic,
Now,
Plagued with the desire!
Poisoned with the intent!
Inflicted with the hunger,
to mock, to despise, to dominate, to cheat, to win, to satiate,
to possess, to please, to fuck, to kill, to crucify!
But still afraid to ask the “Why”?
Again you were satisfied as long,
as your ego, somehow got pacified!


The body now debilitated,
The mind now vacuous,
The spirit now despondent,
The soul now devoured!
But still you were satisfied
As,
Vicariously, were you born
Vicariously , you lived
Vicariously , you felt
Vicariously , you thought
Vicariously , you inhaled
Vicariously , you heard
Vicariously , you saw
Vicariously , you sensed
Vicariously , will you die!

Lines Of Reason

The Lines Of Reason -


Drawn beyond the lines of reason,
bewildered now,i cant see through the lines,
even my intuition is starting to wither.

I want
to witness the beauty of the universe.
to feel the rhythm of the winds,
to laugh like a child,
to weep like a widow,
to feel.

I want
to save lives,
to get food to the starving,
to help the destitute,
to stop people kiling each other,
to pray.

I want
to embrace the unknown,
to slaughter the annoyance,
to forget whats left behind,
to think beyond,
to crucify my ego,
to grow.

I want
to imagine the pain to be an illusion,
to imagine the suffering to be a deception,
to imagine the materialsm to be a delusion,
to imagine the world to stop justifying denials,
to seperate the body from the mind.

But nothing seems to satisfy now,
I just want to travel beyond the lines,
to experience the unreasonable,
to feel the demised,
to gaze at the inconceivable,
to believe the vacuous,
and to witness the unknown.

Fucking Fool ~

The Fool Of the World


Use me, abuse me,
I don't care,
If that is what makes you happy,
Then use me, fuck me hard!


I am the fool,
The fool of the world,
Mock me, ridicule me
If that is what satiates your ego,
Do it then,
Show me, what all you have.


U don't need coercion,
You just need to say it,
And ill do whatever u say
Again I wont care,
If that is what makes your life felicitous
Then, I like being used.


I like it,
Call me a fool, liar, or a loser
And, I don't mind being ogled, made to feel minuscule.
What you will never understand is that,
It makes me more powerful.


I know it is in the instincts of the animals
To dominate,
So fuck me, dominate me, till anyone better comes along,
Use me like a whore.


But remember one thing, that
I will never be a slave – not to you nor to your fucking god.
So how far do you think, you can hide
Without the mask?


What you don't understand,
Is the thing you will never try to understand, that
Even all the drugs/money/success in this world
Wont save you from yourself
So, How far will you run away from yourself?

Every Time

Every Time.


Every time I see you, my heart feels no longer mine
Every time I smell you, the ecstasy nearly kills me
Every time you come closer, time ceases to exist for me
Every time you leave, I know you are never coming back.


Every time you say you love me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you miss me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you care about me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you hate me, I know its not a lie.


Every time you fade away, my heart gets pricked by a million needles,
Every time you fade away, my world is never the same again.
Every time you fade away, I am no longer the person I used to be.
Every time you fade away, all I feel is a victim of your hate.


Every time I die, all I dream of is you
Every time I die, all I see is your face
Every time I die, all I want to remember is you
Every time I die, all I feel is betrayed.


I'll never realize it, I'll be forever,
I'll never admit it, I'll be forever,
I'll be your lover, I'll be forever,
I am anything when I'm high.

What if?

Inspire by the song - What if By Creed

What if?

What if?
What if?
So,
What if I told you, you are a piece of crap?
What if I told you, you are the king of the world?
What if I told you, you are a cock mouthed asshole?
What if I told you, you are the sweetest person I have ever met?
And What if I told you, i loved you, but you did not exist?

So,
What if someone's a theist and someone's an atheist?
What if someone needs all the power in the world and all someone needs is hope?
What if someone's a scientist and someone's an illiterate fuck.
What if someone's a billionaire and someone's a malnutritioned dick?
What if someone's a superstar and someone's the “lonely fat guy”?
And, What if someone fucked his girlfriend and someone fucked his sister?

So,
What if someone wants revenge and someone wants peace?
What if someone needs all the money in the world and someone just the two time meal?
What if someone wants all the success and all someone wants is a breath of fresh air?
What if someone is a psychotic serial killer and someone's a priest?
And, What if, all someone wants, is to be loved and someone wants to be hated?


The what ifs are just infinite,
How easy is it for us to say, the what ifs don't matter?
How we don't care about them?
Well after all, all they are are “words”.
But words do in fact, change lives.
They do at some point or the other, come back to haunt us.
So now I have the last what if for you.
And, the one which u will read again and again.


So,
What if My mother was a holy virgin and my father was an impotent asshole?
Now can you explain how I was born?
Well, if no fucking explanation, then soon I declare myself as GOD.