October 14, 2008

Was there something missing?

When does the desire end?


What was I missing?
What was that I wanted the most?
Yes, money, food, and pleasure of course.
Maybe I just thought I have what I thought I did not have.
After all it’s all in the mind.

So now I begin my search to find what’s concealed beneath.
To find what I covet the most.
But the deeper I try to get inside it, the more I get confounded.
The inquisition ends before starting.
I do that again, but the repercussions are the same.

So then I wonder - what I am seeking
Really exists or not?
Or maybe what I cannot get – I don’t dream of.
Or what I have is – what I really wanted.
The questions keep on mounting
And the answers are very few.

But then I realize, what has brought me so far?
What has made me to think this way?
And what is that I must do?
What will be right and what will be wrong?
Has the society blinded me, to treat the wrong as wrong only.
Has the past, got something to do with this.
Is it in the genes, or in the human race.
Or is it just in my mind?

What are the ties that bind me?
Why the freedom always succumbs to guilt?
Why even after living in a free world.
I don’t feel free at all!

September 24, 2008

Love Lost

So many lives lost for love?
Was there any love lost for life ?


In this world, we come , we go
not knowing from where we came to where we go
just living along, having fun?
After all what is life ?
Do we know ?
Or Maybe we don't want to know.


We live for ourselves and we live for others.
Pain, love and sorrow, the words which connect us.
There is no better word in the dictionary than sacrifice to define us.
After all, can be there any anything greater than humanity ?
Where we forget the word 'I' and remember the rest.
Imagine a world, where the word "love" has been erased from the brain.
What sort of a life will that be ?
No love, no pain ?
After all, Love is the connection which binds us all, love is who we are.
Love is triumphant, universal and the only one free of faults.
And also the understanding, which merges all of our hearts.
But isn't it going to far now?
So many lives lost for love?
Was there any love lost for life?
Are we living for ourselves today, or in the eyes of the others?
And you really thought i am gonna write one serious poem?
Screw You.


Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you,
What makes you think ill be like you ?
But i know the fact, that your fucking megalomaniacal ego fuck
wont allow that.
And if you still continue to pester me,
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...
But save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
But i also know that its not your fault now,
as the battle is fought inside
and your mind deceives you now.

September 9, 2008

Here we go, another one.

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Hello :D

Ill start with a poem - the first ever.

The Price to Pay


Ill have some price to pay,
But the joy is gonna be insane.
As, what is life without any consequence ?
The suffering and the callousness.
I know the adversity beckons me.
But then is it human to live without any dolor and distress?
As the gaiety and exultation after that are flawless.
The monopoly of pain and the ritual of misery.
As it slowly grows inside me, the immaculate feeling of sinlessness.
The world is going to fall upon me and the night sky is going to show its wraith.
But imagine the undefined smile that comes on my face,
when you look at me the in the eye and realise -
that i was the one - who just fucked your fucking wife.