Fucking Fool ~

The Fool Of the World


Use me, abuse me,
I don't care,
If that is what makes you happy,
Then use me, fuck me hard!


I am the fool,
The fool of the world,
Mock me, ridicule me
If that is what satiates your ego,
Do it then,
Show me, what all you have.


U don't need coercion,
You just need to say it,
And ill do whatever u say
Again I wont care,
If that is what makes your life felicitous
Then, I like being used.


I like it,
Call me a fool, liar, or a loser
And, I don't mind being ogled, made to feel minuscule.
What you will never understand is that,
It makes me more powerful.


I know it is in the instincts of the animals
To dominate,
So fuck me, dominate me, till anyone better comes along,
Use me like a whore.


But remember one thing, that
I will never be a slave – not to you nor to your fucking god.
So how far do you think, you can hide
Without the mask?


What you don't understand,
Is the thing you will never try to understand, that
Even all the drugs/money/success in this world
Wont save you from yourself
So, How far will you run away from yourself?

Every Time

Every Time.


Every time I see you, my heart feels no longer mine
Every time I smell you, the ecstasy nearly kills me
Every time you come closer, time ceases to exist for me
Every time you leave, I know you are never coming back.


Every time you say you love me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you miss me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you care about me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you hate me, I know its not a lie.


Every time you fade away, my heart gets pricked by a million needles,
Every time you fade away, my world is never the same again.
Every time you fade away, I am no longer the person I used to be.
Every time you fade away, all I feel is a victim of your hate.


Every time I die, all I dream of is you
Every time I die, all I see is your face
Every time I die, all I want to remember is you
Every time I die, all I feel is betrayed.


I'll never realize it, I'll be forever,
I'll never admit it, I'll be forever,
I'll be your lover, I'll be forever,
I am anything when I'm high.

What if?

Inspire by the song - What if By Creed

What if?

What if?
What if?
So,
What if I told you, you are a piece of crap?
What if I told you, you are the king of the world?
What if I told you, you are a cock mouthed asshole?
What if I told you, you are the sweetest person I have ever met?
And What if I told you, i loved you, but you did not exist?

So,
What if someone's a theist and someone's an atheist?
What if someone needs all the power in the world and all someone needs is hope?
What if someone's a scientist and someone's an illiterate fuck.
What if someone's a billionaire and someone's a malnutritioned dick?
What if someone's a superstar and someone's the “lonely fat guy”?
And, What if someone fucked his girlfriend and someone fucked his sister?

So,
What if someone wants revenge and someone wants peace?
What if someone needs all the money in the world and someone just the two time meal?
What if someone wants all the success and all someone wants is a breath of fresh air?
What if someone is a psychotic serial killer and someone's a priest?
And, What if, all someone wants, is to be loved and someone wants to be hated?


The what ifs are just infinite,
How easy is it for us to say, the what ifs don't matter?
How we don't care about them?
Well after all, all they are are “words”.
But words do in fact, change lives.
They do at some point or the other, come back to haunt us.
So now I have the last what if for you.
And, the one which u will read again and again.


So,
What if My mother was a holy virgin and my father was an impotent asshole?
Now can you explain how I was born?
Well, if no fucking explanation, then soon I declare myself as GOD.