Fucking Fool ~

The Fool Of the World


Use me, abuse me,
I don't care,
If that is what makes you happy,
Then use me, fuck me hard!


I am the fool,
The fool of the world,
Mock me, ridicule me
If that is what satiates your ego,
Do it then,
Show me, what all you have.


U don't need coercion,
You just need to say it,
And ill do whatever u say
Again I wont care,
If that is what makes your life felicitous
Then, I like being used.


I like it,
Call me a fool, liar, or a loser
And, I don't mind being ogled, made to feel minuscule.
What you will never understand is that,
It makes me more powerful.


I know it is in the instincts of the animals
To dominate,
So fuck me, dominate me, till anyone better comes along,
Use me like a whore.


But remember one thing, that
I will never be a slave – not to you nor to your fucking god.
So how far do you think, you can hide
Without the mask?


What you don't understand,
Is the thing you will never try to understand, that
Even all the drugs/money/success in this world
Wont save you from yourself
So, How far will you run away from yourself?

Every Time

Every Time.


Every time I see you, my heart feels no longer mine
Every time I smell you, the ecstasy nearly kills me
Every time you come closer, time ceases to exist for me
Every time you leave, I know you are never coming back.


Every time you say you love me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you miss me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you care about me, I know its a lie
Every time you say you hate me, I know its not a lie.


Every time you fade away, my heart gets pricked by a million needles,
Every time you fade away, my world is never the same again.
Every time you fade away, I am no longer the person I used to be.
Every time you fade away, all I feel is a victim of your hate.


Every time I die, all I dream of is you
Every time I die, all I see is your face
Every time I die, all I want to remember is you
Every time I die, all I feel is betrayed.


I'll never realize it, I'll be forever,
I'll never admit it, I'll be forever,
I'll be your lover, I'll be forever,
I am anything when I'm high.

What if?

Inspire by the song - What if By Creed

What if?

What if?
What if?
So,
What if I told you, you are a piece of crap?
What if I told you, you are the king of the world?
What if I told you, you are a cock mouthed asshole?
What if I told you, you are the sweetest person I have ever met?
And What if I told you, i loved you, but you did not exist?

So,
What if someone's a theist and someone's an atheist?
What if someone needs all the power in the world and all someone needs is hope?
What if someone's a scientist and someone's an illiterate fuck.
What if someone's a billionaire and someone's a malnutritioned dick?
What if someone's a superstar and someone's the “lonely fat guy”?
And, What if someone fucked his girlfriend and someone fucked his sister?

So,
What if someone wants revenge and someone wants peace?
What if someone needs all the money in the world and someone just the two time meal?
What if someone wants all the success and all someone wants is a breath of fresh air?
What if someone is a psychotic serial killer and someone's a priest?
And, What if, all someone wants, is to be loved and someone wants to be hated?


The what ifs are just infinite,
How easy is it for us to say, the what ifs don't matter?
How we don't care about them?
Well after all, all they are are “words”.
But words do in fact, change lives.
They do at some point or the other, come back to haunt us.
So now I have the last what if for you.
And, the one which u will read again and again.


So,
What if My mother was a holy virgin and my father was an impotent asshole?
Now can you explain how I was born?
Well, if no fucking explanation, then soon I declare myself as GOD.

Sacrosanct Cry!

The Delusion of the Absolute?

Belief, structure, hope, desire, built upon in us.
Today, the earth is the center,
tomorrow the sun.
Gone are the years of all the social pagans,
Coming now is the scientific revolution,
like a perfect circle.
Who knows what lies in the future ahead?
But one thing hasn't changed through the tides of time.
Human lives now also seem so unreal.
Yest one, today a million, tomorrow a billion?


The beginning may have been created
physically, philosophically or mathematically....
But no matter how hard you try,
You just cant satisfy the stereotypes.
After all, what is the difference between
a philosopher and a scientist?
The Philosopher believes in the yes or the no
The Scientist in the probability of the yes or the no.


What is the only thing that keeps us sane?
What if there was no hope, no god?
would you still act the same way?
Or slaughter the innocent without any remorse?


A billion explanations for a single reasoning.
Even the great A. Einstein once contradicted
himself to satisfy his ego.
How far does man has to go realize the truth?
Isn't there a stop?
Why do the beliefs bestowed in us
always come in our way ?

Was there something missing?

When does the desire end?


What was I missing?
What was that I wanted the most?
Yes, money, food, and pleasure of course.
Maybe I just thought I have what I thought I did not have.
After all it’s all in the mind.

So now I begin my search to find what’s concealed beneath.
To find what I covet the most.
But the deeper I try to get inside it, the more I get confounded.
The inquisition ends before starting.
I do that again, but the repercussions are the same.

So then I wonder - what I am seeking
Really exists or not?
Or maybe what I cannot get – I don’t dream of.
Or what I have is – what I really wanted.
The questions keep on mounting
And the answers are very few.

But then I realize, what has brought me so far?
What has made me to think this way?
And what is that I must do?
What will be right and what will be wrong?
Has the society blinded me, to treat the wrong as wrong only.
Has the past, got something to do with this.
Is it in the genes, or in the human race.
Or is it just in my mind?

What are the ties that bind me?
Why the freedom always succumbs to guilt?
Why even after living in a free world.
I don’t feel free at all!

Love Lost

So many lives lost for love?
Was there any love lost for life ?


In this world, we come , we go
not knowing from where we came to where we go
just living along, having fun?
After all what is life ?
Do we know ?
Or Maybe we don't want to know.


We live for ourselves and we live for others.
Pain, love and sorrow, the words which connect us.
There is no better word in the dictionary than sacrifice to define us.
After all, can be there any anything greater than humanity ?
Where we forget the word 'I' and remember the rest.
Imagine a world, where the word "love" has been erased from the brain.
What sort of a life will that be ?
No love, no pain ?
After all, Love is the connection which binds us all, love is who we are.
Love is triumphant, universal and the only one free of faults.
And also the understanding, which merges all of our hearts.
But isn't it going to far now?
So many lives lost for love?
Was there any love lost for life?
Are we living for ourselves today, or in the eyes of the others?
And you really thought i am gonna write one serious poem?
Screw You.


Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you,
What makes you think ill be like you ?
But i know the fact, that your fucking megalomaniacal ego fuck
wont allow that.
And if you still continue to pester me,
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...
But save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
But i also know that its not your fault now,
as the battle is fought inside
and your mind deceives you now.

Here we go, another one.

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